This. Is. Shit.

I still dont have my uniform. And we're like supposed to wear it today. Thank God its a holiday. But still. I still have have a class tomorrow. That means I've got to have a uniform tomorrow. The problem is it is still not done til wednesday (if the dressmakers assurance is right that is)Now, is this shit or what?. Dear God I need help.

This is official. I cried on the third day of class. Long story. Lets just say I'm really pissed of not having friends, and tired, and homesick, and just sick of my sked, and... I could go on and on for hours. I cant wait for saturday. I'm going home!

Stuck

We are starting to go into our separate ways. I guess people do find who they really are when they're in college. Its still three days since class started but the other half are not even showing up. We're gonna have a gathering this friday but I'm not even sure if they're coming. I am. The others have their new friends already but I'm still stuck to them. But what happens if they'll find new friends too? I'm so alone.

I hate my new college life

I just move in into my new home- I mean house just yesterday. It would be my humble abode for the next few months... specifically this semester. Only a semester since Im planning to transfer to a new college. (My issue.) The city is such a lonely place filled with hypocrites and cold people. And I dont know how long would I be able to survive.

Stupid

You can afford to be picky. You don't mind your own company at all, and you know within five seconds of meeting someone if there's anything there. Don't spend your time with anyone you're really not interested in. -my forecast on friendster

Oh puleez. Not that its bad but i'm just not that into horoscopes. Im in Cyberia. Cool place. Comfy chair- but not the place. Im not just that comfortable.

Friends.

I think I dont have friends despite the fact that I have 115 friends on friendster. I dont really care about many of them but the people I thought and even promised thet they are gonna be there for me are not even texting. Now, what am I suppose to feel? Maybe they're busy. But were they busy for the whole year?

College

Im gonna have myself enrolled tomorrow... and Im not excited.

Real Life Sucks Losers Dry.

Shit. Its all coming in inside my system a little at a time. My self-made parallel universe is starting to annihilate all by itselt- thanks to all the deep shit this world could offer. Man this is so unfair. My new-fangled phone is starting to overrate... and cheapen every second!, My regrets of not doing good in school starts to creep in after learning the perks of being a valedictorian, All the things I've expected didn't even happen. Oh man I think all these reality bites suck me minute by minute. Is this karma? If it is, Then why is it I'm the only one not doing good?

survivor

Im graduating tomorrow. And I dont know what to feel. I guess Im numb. The thought of graduation havent really hit my mind that hard yet. And besides, I dont really like my school.(transferee syndrome) In fact, my highschool was like a survivor shooting- for three years. I had to endure being deprive of basic comforts (like watching survivor) and exposed to harsh elements. I should be awarded as sole survivor.

Viva el Pacman!

Pacquiao lost. No need to expound. I felt like the whole world collapsed.