sunny, where art thou?

Finally the sun shown up after a few days of hibernation! Where the hell have you been sunny? Christmas wasn't the fun I expected to be. It was... dull. And I didn't even know the reason why. If it wasn't for my friend Caryl who texted and asked me how my Christmas was, I wouldn't have found out the reason why Christmas wasn't Christmasy. It was because of the sun. The sun wasn't where it supposed to be was... And *****'s not-being-able-to-reply act didn't even have the slightest effect. Really. Really! Well ok, It did... but just a bit. Besides, I'm not so into her anymore.

Follow you? You're kidding, right?

I really hate it when people with no authority act as if they're some kind of a god. Dude, I'm not a leader but I'm no follower and never will be. And besides, next time If you pull a some kind of a leader act make sure you are at least half as good-looking and half as smart. See to it that you came from schools I've been to sucker!

the jerk

I've been thinking what If I'm gonna stay this way forever? Am I gonna be lonely?...
Friends? Yeah I got some. But in the end, does one really have that many friends? And besides, crowds makes me lonely. I'll just feel as if I'm an island in a sea of people.
Sometimes I wish I was a jerk so I could just just play other girls' feelings. But then I'm not. I hate commitments. I hate being attached. I hate being stucked.
Wait a minute, I am a jerk!